i promise you won't soon forget me

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Thu, 29 Mar 2012 21:23:00 +0000

You can say what you want to say, if you're willing to pay with a mark on your grave. I'm laying you down by the end of the day for the lies that you gave and the lives you betrayed.

So say what you want to say, but i'm killing you dead by the end of day. Your body will lay in the shallowest grave for the lies that you gave and the lives you betrayed.

for it.

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Fri, 17 Feb 2012 01:59:00 +0000

I am the repercussion for your actions.

That is already sick and pale with grief...

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Thu, 20 Oct 2011 19:46:00 +0000

Well, I think its safe to say to say that Summer has finally left the building. Winter has entered and it seems like everyone around me has the sniffles.

I have to say this summer has been one of the most live one in a long time. I don't think i can remember enjoying the sun so much since I was a kid shooting squirt guns.

Plant are slowing going into hibernation and given i paid more attention to myself rather than my reptiles this year looks like it will be a lack luster breeding season. Either way it will give me more time to focus on other hobbies.

Oh i also figured out that i have allergies!
As lame as that sounds it actually solves a large problem i have with sleeping this time of year.

Shout out to Claritin Liqui-Gels!

Well, that was quick.

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Fri, 07 Oct 2011 17:07:00 +0000

I was sitting in bed the other night and heard a odd rumbling sound. I perked up, on alert to what the sound was, it was my furnace turning on... Damn, already?

Sort of strange how my moods been changing a bit. Feels like a have a touch more energy, im a bit less perky and my appetite is starting to increase. I woke up this morning and decided to take triple the dose of vitamin C that i normally take(fights everything), two pills of echinacea(fights colds) and a double servings of B1(helps with mood) and D(helps with lack of sun).

I've also decided that its a must that i start the day with something good. Be that going on a run, reading some articles from The Wall Street Journal or just flossing my teeth twice. I'm in full belief that one good decision leads to another.

Today i filled my big-ass stainless steel water jug zucchini, carrot, sweet potato, celery, apple, cucumber, ginger juice.

It's a start.

Since Last We Spoke...

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Tue, 06 Sep 2011 21:05:00 +0000

Real strange how we fall back into old habits; Positive ones.
I found myself thumbing through records again and felt that large part of me come back.
I could even close my eyes and smell the mix or pine-sol floors, old records and the faint smell or fresh rain pushing its way through the front door.

It's a far throw from the instant itunes that we have all become accustomed too.
I don't really hold on to the moments when i pressed "download now".

Also how i felt during those times.
To be honest, i really don't like the feeling.
For some reason loneliness and creativity seem to share the seat with me.

I guess you can chalk it up to the infinite good with the bad scenario.

Anyway, shits progress...
I feel its physically apparent this time around.

work all day.

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Mon, 27 Jun 2011 18:38:00 +0000

I've been going to the gym religiously for the past 6 months 5-6 times a week and really push myself. I've also dramatically cut out alcohol from my diet, all processed foods and sugars, and really eased back on carbs; rarely having bread or pasta. Every day i take supplements. I'm on Green Viberance Powder, Vegan Whey Powder, Vitamins B1, A and D, Fish Oil or Cod Liver Oil and l Glutimine. I eat really one "solid" meal a day, usually lunch, in the mornings I usually make a power smoothie that heavily consist of vegetables, green tea and a very small hand full of fruit. At night i do the same but usually have a snack with it that consist of raw protein (meat or nutts) and a small veg. As a result i've put on quite a bit of size (for my frame) and have stayed the same weight throughout (120lbs respectively).

Summer.

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Sat, 18 Jun 2011 00:28:00 +0000

Summer always seems to kick off with the Fremont Solstice Parade (AKA dirty hippies get to re use their unwashed Burning man costumes again ). Next in line is Pride then Block Party then EVO.

I'm hyped.

fascination

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Wed, 02 Feb 2011 05:39:00 +0000

Theres a few things that i started applying to my life that i feel are working out for the better.

Wake up everyday and have a plan.

Do your best to beat todays plan.

Drink 1/7 cranberry juice to water ratio. Flushes the system!

Don't be lazy... This applies to relaxing as well... Don't think of other things when you're taking a break. Actually break, if you're thinking "what i should be doing" while breaking you're obviously not deserving of your break.

Take one risk every day.

Wake up and walk outside.. Let your eyes wake up to the natural light. not some "Retnia display"

Make sure one part of your body is sore every day.

"Because I know what i enjoy and i know what i employ and they some how match because polar opposite attract..."

Planing ahead.

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Fri, 14 Jan 2011 05:40:00 +0000

I need a two year plan to move to Japan, permanently.

Better music

Better food

Much better fashion

Way better art.

Nice ocean breeze

People my size.

Maybe im just hyped on my old manager taking me out for sushi the other day... I haven't had sushi in a stupidly long time (like a month)... People who dont like sushi shouldn't be allowed to vote... I mean, they obviously make poor decisions in their lives.

I realized that you have moved on...

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Mon, 10 Jan 2011 20:41:00 +0000

Life has been pretty amazing lately. Applying this new thinking of "do it and don't wait" has been really good. Seems like the more productive i am the more good things come my way. I've been waking up sore everyday from the gym, feeling energetic and healthy from eating right and taking my supplements daily. The more I focus on being a good person to my self and others the more positive and happy im feeling. I've seriously been waking up super hyped to start each day knowing that im going to either improve or learn something new. I really hope i can keep this forward momentum through out the year. I might turn into some magical level 9 super human then... ha.

Seriously.

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Sun, 26 Dec 2010 22:17:00 +0000

Lately i've had a fear in life.. Hanging out at the bar one day with some friends i see a bar tender.. Looks to be in his late 20's early 30's.. Tattooed, beard, skully, hitting on some underage girl... Not to be a hater, but i really don't want to end up like this... I Have a slogan for 2011 (kill life).. more like "kill it" but it saves me the extra keystrokes. But yeah, this past month ive told myself i'm not going to say "later" to myself.. if something needs to get done, i get up and do it. Whether that be taking out the trash, going to the gym, taking a piss, talking to that girl, paying that bill.. whatever... Anyway, i'll get off my soap box.. found this on a website, made me laugh.

1) Eat only organic produce and meat. Avoid any factory farmed meat and inorganic fruit and vegetables like the plague.
2) Eliminate sugar from your diet completely. Fruit doesn’t count.
3) Cut out all processed foods.
4) Dairy, soy, wheat, sugar, white flour and legumes are inflammatory. Get rid of them.
5) Don’t piss away all your money on bogus, bullshit supplements.
6) Drink a gallon of water per day.
7) Cut out all other beverages. Except for green tea and vodka. Scotch and whiskey are acceptable on occasion as well.
8) Practice intermittent fasting.
9) Get to bed by 10:30 or 11pm every night.
10) Have a routine that helps you wind down each night. Lower the lights, read, etc.
11) Get off of the computer at least two hours before bed. The screen over stimulates your pineal gland and messes with your ability to sleep.
12) Buy the most expensive mattress and sheets you can afford. It’s where you spend a third of your life.
13) Use big compound barbell lifts, gymnastics and strongman exercises to create a well rounded, functional, strong, muscular physique.
14) Focus on a handful of exercises from each category and stick with them until you are really good at them and can no longer make progress. This will probably be years.
15) Lift heavy. I can never say this often enough.
16) Stick with programs for more than a few weeks. Months or years might be more appropriate in some cases. This also bears repeating. Too many people are program jumpers and get nowhere.
17) Put all of your efforts into a few things that actually make a difference, instead of trying a million options that all do next to nothing.
18) Find a way to get focused. Somehow, some way. Most people have zero focus and thus zero control of their lives. Don’t be another multitasking, confused, out of control, getting nowhere fast member of society. We have more than enough of those.
19) Never use weight training for fat loss or “metabolic conditioning.” You lift weights to get bigger, stronger and faster. Remember that.
20) Keep a training journal. Record everything. Always try to improve over time.
21) Train outside more often.
22) Do hill sprints.
23) Pick up and carry or drag heavy shit.
24) Get at least 20 minutes of sunlight per day without sunscreen.
25) Floss daily.
26) Eliminate excess clutter and bullshit from your life. Minimalism…
27) Have sex three times per week, minimum. Preferably with hot chicks.
28) Never allow yourself to get too fat.
29) Never allow your conditioning to slip too much. Always stay in shape.
30) Meditate.
31) Play a sport. At least recreationally once in a while.
32) Read a book. In fact, read lots of books. Aim for at least two per month.
33) Never hang out or associate with negative people.
34) Reduce stress in your life.
35) Check email far less often than you do right now.
36) Watch less TV than you do right now.
37) Never hate or be jealous of anyone. It takes too much energy; energy that could be used to better your life.
38) Listen to Public Enemy.
39) Read this site daily.

Lines.

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Thu, 07 Oct 2010 21:45:00 +0000

My focus right now, like it or not.

Furniture / Home design
SSFIV
Chondros
Plants and Gardening
Food

How i would like my focus to be right now.

Music
Art (my own)
Chondros

Furniture / Home Design
Plants and Gardening

SSFIV

fuckin' priorities....

Butter.

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Wed, 06 Oct 2010 00:21:00 +0000

I prolly' should write something as i've been putting this thing on the back burner for a little while too long.

Haight has updated his new website www.chrishaightdesigns.com with our current project and i'm pretty excited to see it finally get off the ground. Seems like everything in life takes time and not the internet microwave fast food time that i've grown so used too.

I'm not sure what to do with my hands....
for real.

Achu..

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Fri, 17 Sep 2010 18:55:00 +0000

One of my snakes has phenomia, and it's been keeping me up for the last 2 nights with is weezing. I have to give it shots every day, it's not fun.

Tis the season... Next season

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Tue, 07 Sep 2010 18:06:00 +0000

Super hyped about the next season. I think it was a real good look for me to expand my collection. Jack and I made this little gem i'm calling "Cloudy". Jacks also putting Burton (sire of this one) with some other neat stuff. Hopefully the results will be just as good!

Also thinking of what to do with my "expanded" group. These guys have been pretty easy to care for. I'm hoping the breeding process will be just as easy. I gotta say, im pretty hyped about this time next year(!!!!!).

Golden Rule? Write this on down.

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Thu, 02 Sep 2010 19:11:00 +0000

Summer!

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Thu, 29 Jul 2010 18:33:00 +0000

Aye yo, shouts to Einstine.

Life is moving forward again and in a great way.

Gathering in my sleep.

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Mon, 12 Jul 2010 20:53:00 +0000

I made it thru another June. Most likely the best one i've had in recent memory.
Though, thats really not saying much.

far above and low below.

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Mon, 21 Jun 2010 22:12:00 +0000

I want to write something here but just cant bring my self to do it.

Banana.

Doing Double Duty...

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Mon, 03 May 2010 19:00:00 +0000

I'm selling my car... on the way to work i honestly thought of giving it to someone i care about rather than keeping the cash. I told a friend about it, she suggested i give it to someone in need. I realized that i really don't care about other people who are not in my direct circle of friends. I also thought to myself if Seattle would blow up but my friends were all ok, would i care... Honestly i don't think it would affect me in the slightest. Not to say i don't care if bad things happen to other people, because i do, Heck i gave some money to Haiti and that Indo flood, that counts for something, right? I think it sucks when it bad things happen, but i also am old enough to realize that bad things happen and i'm "ok" with that. I understand that i cant help everyone but at the same time understand that i don't care about everyone either. So thats the paradox, if thats even a paradox.

Why this revelation? Some stuff went down this weekend that made me question survival or friendship and relationships. I really think at the core were all very selfish people. Though i think we have our boundaries. Nothing happened to me, in the slightest. And i'm not bitter, in the slightest. I just think we all need to admit to our selfs where we stand in 'survival' and admit that it's ok and healthy to be selfish.

Did i mention i cant stand hippies... yeah; that too.

Pissed-off Puerto Ricans

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Thu, 22 Apr 2010 17:15:00 +0000

Someone "broke in" to my car last night. I type that in quotes because i rarely ever lock my car door(s). Oddly its a feeling i've missed. I'm just not cut out for the quiet life. They took nothing as i keep nothing of value in my car. I'm just a little upset they didnt close the door behind them and my floor mats got wet.

Oh yeah, i moved back to Capitol Hill... It really hasn't sunk in yet. My place doesn't seem "mine" yet. The place is nice; plenty of room and a great deck. It's also nice for once to not share a wall or walls with anyone. Ever weekend theres been some sort of get together at my place. First was a house warming party that saw about 50 homies. The next was an impromptu BBQ and this weekend Courtney is having her birthday at our place... I'm guessing there will be about 40 people there. Not that it's a party house, or even remotely resembles one. I just think im still trying to wash the Fremont away.

Despite all of this "action" i really haven't had much time to myself. Or to enjoy the fruits of the move. With classes and work i'm usually spent when I come home and the weekends are spent tending for things around the house. I think in a couple of weeks things will be good.. or at least back to normal.

As for life? It's been a grind. Not in a bad way. I've just been busy. I have 3 things i need to be doing pretty much all of the time. I've also adjusted my priorities (of which i'm not going to spell out). Let's just say i'm more focused...

i'll make minced meat out of that beat mouse.

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Mon, 22 Feb 2010 20:41:00 +0000

Nothing right now, is easy.

!=Social

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Wed, 10 Feb 2010 17:34:00 +0000

Full time job, school 4 days a week, personal projects.

life != social_life

Traveling fast

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Tue, 09 Feb 2010 07:17:00 +0000

Gah, whats up with this steady trickle of suck. My mom got hit with a bomb of bad news. That has me worried. First time since she got medical attention that i've been seriously worried.

It was odd talking to her on the phone. It really was the first time i think she talked to me as a peer... It was weird but at the same time made me realize that times are changing. More so that time is moving.

After the phone call with mom i watched this documentary about Pandora (moon). As odd as it sounds it just seemed fitting, given the situation.

I've also been having these really really vivid dreams about Chris lately.
That whole mess hasn't been on my mind (at all).

Whats going on...

ar.tis.tic.mo.ti.va.tion.

noreply@blogger.com (Julian Garcia) — Mon, 01 Feb 2010 21:36:00 +0000

Havent been to the gym in a week.
Need to master one finished cd.
Need to finish soul cd.
what-the-fuck-is-wrong-with-me.

Well to my credit,

i did go to figure drawing class

i did work on the soul cd

i did go dancing...

sort of equals some working out.

i am at my idea weight and shape.